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I've been on dA for about 2 years now.... oAo It amazes me, it really does. Usually I don't stay with any site longer than a year cuz I lose interest, but dA and everyone on here keeps things interesting 
(lol even if I don't XD )
Well, enjoy
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(lol even if I don't XD )Well, enjoy
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Something Important
You know, guys, something that's been on my mind lately (and weird that I want to say it now at 2-some-odd AM rather than a reasonable hour tomorrow) is that, I've come to realize that it's rare -and somewhat unlikely- that friends will actually be there for each other as much as they promise they will.
Sure, I know I've done everything I could to be here and support my friends. And while I truly believed all those things about how "true friends will always be there for you and never let you down" and blah blah blah, I can't say that I can believe that in any semblance of confidence anymore. I'm back to being the faceless "internet friend" t
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I lost my home, most of my family ties, I've witnessed deaths I can never unsee or unhear, I've nearly gotten killed myself several times within the last year, I'm virtually trapped several states away from the family I have left while I trudge through college, and it's feeling like I just may lose my closest and dearest friends here soon. Over a bloody minor misunderstanding that they won't even hear me out on. On top of that I found out I'm developing fibromayalgia, which is a lifelong condition. And if my mother's case is anything to go by it won't be that much longer until I'm utterly living in physical stabbing pains.
Y'know what, I've
You know what I wanna do?
Get back into writing stuff for the Akatsuki. Frankly my favorite characters have been there for me when no one else has (not even my friends who are currently not my favorite people right now), and I'm tired of all the bloody, petty, and unnecessary drama that's been going on in my life for the last week.
I had a lot of drive for comics for my friends, but I don't have it anymore. So maybe I can get back into comics for the Akatsuki since I haven't done that in ages? And my style has improved immensely as far as consistency, aesthetics, and speed are concerned, so like
maybe it's a good idea?
I can draw characters quicker with more accura
Cleaning House
I'm in the middle of class but because the teacher is boring the hell out of me I'm going through all the groups I'm currently a part of and leaving most of them. I know I'm not on deviantart a lot anymore, but when I am I don't like coming back to 90,000 notifications that have nothing to do with me that I also don't really care much about anymore.
Everyone has amazing art, everyone's a great artist and everyone is valid. But ah- lol- I just don't have time to go through ALL of those notifications and I don't ever have the patience to go through all of them.
SO, thank y'all, who's groups I have been a part of all these years, it's been nic
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Happy two-year anniversary! 